**Always Thinking**
Everyday I wake up hoping tht i can finally ask you tht Q., Jeff. But im gunna wait till yer ready fer me to ask it because I dont feel like being shot down by my everything. So I'll wait as long as I have to. Jeff, I wish I could show u how much I love you. But I cnt, atleast not now, not til i can hug u and stuff, maybe in about 2 weeks I can... If I could wish fer one thing in the world, it'd b to finally be with u. But I guess wishes dont always come true concidering I wish it everynite...
If ne1 could ever b perfect in the world, i mean ne1... I think tht position would fit u best concering yer perfect. I have honestly thought I was in love b4... But I found out wht it was the day me and u started tlking, cuz its seriously one of the greatest feelings in the world. No one could make me happy like u do... Darrell, Steve, Chris, Matt, Chris F, Jamie, Mike...none of them, but u do. Theres juss tht lil thing about u tht keeps a smile on my face. Yeh ive cried over u, but only cuz of jealousy and u liking steph...
Nd wht we do on the fone, I would NEVER do, but uve change me into a lil naughty girl ;-). U bad boy... lol.
I wanna juss have u there, our skin rubbing against eachother... me being able to say "I love you" in yer ear nd b able to kiss u whenever I want to... Jeff, if i could spend one day wit u and thts all, we wouldnt even have to do nething, all i really, majorly wanna do is juss kiss u nd tell u how much u mean to me and juss be able to hug u and no tht yer there and juss not a dream.
Well hunny, I am really sore from my bottum up and i dont really even kno y... so im gunna go... i love you Jeff, dotn ever f*in ferget it. Nd im not gunna b able to hurt you or i wouldnt fergive my self when im older. I love you. I cry my eyes out everynite fer u b4 i go to bed... I wish u were mine... well Jeff I love you.
Love always,
**brandy**